[GENERAL] So happy I can't breathe...Call the ambulance!

Is it possibly to love a guy you have never met? Is it possibly that the love you feel is not lust?

Well, I apologise for starting today with questions I don't even know the answers for. It makes me glad in my heart to love a person without feeling lust. It feels pure and innocent, and I am enjoying it. I pray for him when I don't hear from him for a while and when I do I cry out of happiness because he is well. I cry when he cries, I laugh when he laughs. I want to be there for him when he is weak and hold him and whisper in his ear that it is well. Should I reveal the person to you? I want to, but I am afraid if I get to know him well in the future it would be awkward that I wrote about him. Or by some extraordinary force he stumbles across this blog. However, I feel even if he does he wouldn't know that my heart and soul loves him. Just in case he does : *I LOVE YOU*.He has this habit of giggling and putting his hand over his mouth, it's quite feminine I think but it makes me love him even more. When he annoys me or disappoints me till I want to cry, I can forgive him and always do. I wish it was infatuation but how can it be when all I want is to see that smile on his face. He is tall I am told, but not quite handsome. But, I do not care because I am not the most beautiful girl in the world and my 5' 4 does not match his 6' 2. I am shy, he is not. We are like opposites but yet so alike that it feels that we are different coloured wool intertwined together.

You are probably wondering why I am telling you this or may be not :D Well, that is for me to know and you to never find out, maybe, probably. Sorry for the cliché ending. Hahaha

Au Reviour and God Bless
Afri

[GENERAL] Going to Sixth-form Panic

For those who do not know what sixth form is, its just 2 years of school before us(English people) go to university/college as known in America.

Either way I am panicking mostly because it is a new school and although some of my friends are going there (not why I chose the school) but because I HAVE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS. I am friendly once you get to know me and quite strong-headed. However, I tend to be shy and redrawn in huge crowds where conversation is possible. Simply said, I am not good at making new friends. I know I would be fine in the end, but I don't know how to reinvent myself in a way where I would come across as I would like.  First impressions do count as I have been told several times, so I'm trying to prepare myself for a good one. Perhaps I shouldn't worry as much.

Good news, GCSE's are finished. I just realised how tiring it was, but I'm too happy to reminisce about the past.

Take care of yourself and enjoy your summer!!!

[GENERAL] The future is now

Never give up on your dreams. I have always wanted to do something significant, amazing and unique. I want to be a writer, a doctor, a traveller. It's a dream which seems impossible, but with all the amazing changes going on around us, and with the boundless opportunities I have; I think it would be selfish of me to hold back.

Tips on how to follow your dreams:

1) Surround yourself with loving caring people(haters are going to hate, but you don't need to be around them constantly)

2) Love and believe in yourself(the only person stopping you from being your best is you)

3) Try so hard, that even if your dreams don't come true, you'd know you've done all you could have.

Good-luck to all the dreamers, adventures and flyers out there.

Who would have thought man would make it to the moon, or fly over oceans.

[GENERAL] Despair

Someone please take me away from my house.Take me out...

OF THE COUNTRY!!!

Bored please save me someone.If you are on holiday and if you understand, my sympathies go out to you. As I lay here alone and desperate with nothing but my sword and my book. The world before me, offering itself eagerly.But, I'm held in the cage of my own body and a house which was once my protector.

Save me...

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[GENERAL] Summertime Fun

So, it's summer time and I'm stuck at home relatively bored. Most people(totally lucky) are on holiday, to America,Jamaica or even Hawaii(which is an American state).

So,what to do? Here's a list of ideas that I conjoined:

Indoor-

Play cards

Camp indoors

Treasure hunt

Read a book

Paint you nails & toes(if you're a girl)

Get you camera and take some pictures

Write in your book or journal

Paint(you never know, you might be the next Picasso).

Dance

Outdoor

Ride your bike or rollerblade

Play tag

Take your camera and take some pictures

Play football

Go swimming

Try and be helpful around your neighbourhood

Join Summer Clubs

Go to the Park

Well,that's all I can think of at the moment, if you have any ideas just comment.

TIP-Make sure you don't spend summer doing nothing and the regretting it in the end.Have a goal, even if it's silly.

[GENERAL] When Your Credit Runs Out!

I finally followed my mums advise and decide to be more social. So I call my friends, Facebook them and talk to the guy I like. What is my precious reward?

My phone credit runs out! For those on contract you will never understand!

So, I'm in a middle of an important phone call and my credit runs out...boom.In a flash I receive an unwanted message telling me I have 60 seconds of talk time!

Give it to me you stupid phone I scream unnecessarily at my phone.

What is the point of post, I really don't know.Just empathise with me people.

Why do I have a leaf as a picture? I have no idea.

[GENERAL] The Gazelle - My Favourite Animal

Cats,dog and all kinds of pets are our favourite typical animals, but there is one beast that stands out, even if you don't notice.

It leaps through the atmosphere,

It glides and soars,

Displaying and boasting it's structure,

Envied by it's foes and loved by all,

It's magnificent flaws are like,

A piece of piano music stringed together mercifully.

What beauty,

What pride,

Striding along the green pastures,

Searching,

Wonder,

What beauty,

A beast like no other.

This is dedicated to my favourite animal the gazelle. MOVE ASIDE LIONS AND DOGS.

[GENERAL] History -It's In The Past!

I have to do history all day tomorrow, as much I love learning about dead people's lives and what they did, I really don't want to be answering past papers all day. Oral work-fine, I am happy.

But sitting down on our bums all day writing, you got to be kidding right, not even my beloved, sweetheart, bastard Shakespeare(yes I'm jealous of him) did that.

500+ sonnets so what(I actually envy and love him)Just taking my anger on him.

[GENERAL] Cute Boy Sleeping

The boy I am in love with was sleeping in class(Not good...I know guys).When the teacher woke him up and he opened his eyes, he was like a deer in headlights.So cute and hot. Il y a chaud.

Why I love him?

No idea but I guess it's better to love than not to love at all.

Hope for some miraculous reason he asks me out...probably not,but a girl's got to dream right?

[GENERAL] Different Ways To Eat Muffins

When bored what do you do?

Well, I love playing with my food...You can tell me how bad it is,blah blah blah.

But come on guys, live a little(If you feel this is directed at you, it is)

No.1

Bite "normally" with teeth.

No.2

Lick and twirl with tongue.

No.3

With fork or spoon(preferably a spork) take a piece.

No.4

Sit on it and make it all crumbly.

No.5

Blend in blender and add milk responsible.

No.6

Crumble in tomato soup(ask doctors advice first).

What do guys do when bored???

NOTE: I absolutely hate this post! Guys, feel free to tell us how much you hate this post! I don't even know what Afri was thinking! What WAS she thinking?! - Sakura!

[GENERAL] Poetry-The Amazing Words You Will Ever Hear

Some people think the analysis of poetry is unessential. However, I believe we analyse everything everyday and if school wants to contribute to it, then I say," Oui" to it.

Free Spirit

The free spirit looks at the clouds,
Not to say, “Is it going to rain?"
No!
But to see how beautiful the soft floating pillows are,
It does not look at the tree which bears no fruit with disgust,
But instead it says," How magnificent this tree will be",
Like a dandelion it flies around,
Not only to look at the world but to bring it hope,
Sight,
Knowledge,
Love,
It says, “There’s hope in this world"
It doesn't only search,
It discovers,
A free spirit is as free as it can be through others,

What do guys think of this poem?

Good? Bad?

Share you thoughts.

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[GENERAL] Start with the man in the mirror

Today I listened to Michael Jackson's song,"Man in the Mirror" for no apparent reason and I thought,WOW, I felt this rush of emotion not because I was touched by his musicality but by the words. I realised that I wasn't being the best person I could be. Before you all go," Stop putting pressure on yourself"like my friends would. Wait a second and here me out.

I have a dream...and it's to help out the world because so many innocent people don't get a chance, absolutely no chance. There's no but...It's just a full stop for them and I really want to do something for them.

Before I go completely of subject I want to make my point-I think I need to make a change with myself before I go trying to changing others.

I making a pledge to myself(I hope you do too)- to notice something bad in myself e.g. bad temper and try to control. It's not easy but if you are lucky enough to have loving people around you, maybe they can help you. Let's start a peace revolution.

One the power of one!,

We can change the world-Israel Houghton

Peace dudes...feel loved.

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