Is it possibly to love a guy you have never met? Is it possibly that the love you feel is not lust?
Well, I apologise for starting today with questions I don't even know the answers for. It makes me glad in my heart to love a person without feeling lust. It feels pure and innocent, and I am enjoying it. I pray for him when I don't hear from him for a while and when I do I cry out of happiness because he is well. I cry when he cries, I laugh when he laughs. I want to be there for him when he is weak and hold him and whisper in his ear that it is well. Should I reveal the person to you? I want to, but I am afraid if I get to know him well in the future it would be awkward that I wrote about him. Or by some extraordinary force he stumbles across this blog. However, I feel even if he does he wouldn't know that my heart and soul loves him. Just in case he does : *I LOVE YOU*.He has this habit of giggling and putting his hand over his mouth, it's quite feminine I think but it makes me love him even more. When he annoys me or disappoints me till I want to cry, I can forgive him and always do. I wish it was infatuation but how can it be when all I want is to see that smile on his face. He is tall I am told, but not quite handsome. But, I do not care because I am not the most beautiful girl in the world and my 5' 4 does not match his 6' 2. I am shy, he is not. We are like opposites but yet so alike that it feels that we are different coloured wool intertwined together.
You are probably wondering why I am telling you this or may be not :D Well, that is for me to know and you to never find out, maybe, probably. Sorry for the cliché ending. Hahaha
Au Reviour and God Bless
Afri
