I have been recently thinking about life as you do when you're alone in your room or staring out the window of a bus. I am still in Sixth Form/college (England's version of senior hear of high school) and have well a few months until university(College to any Americans). It use to scare me thinking about such things, whether I will be successful or not. But, these past few days I have realized and acknowledged that I have no control over anything including my future to an extent. It seems like such an obvious general statement, but to me it's more than that. I have grown in my spiritual life as a Christian. It is difficult for me as a teenage christian to live my life right.But, then when I think about it, that is just an excuse for me to accept an average life when I can be more than I am. When I let God take control I feel at peace. What I think is that people, not just Christians believe that letting God take control means sitting back and literally not doing anything. But, I have learnt to pray,plan and act.
This message is short and a bit jumpy but I hope you will get something from it. By the way I am reading Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte so look forward for an intensive review. I might do several posts on the book because there is so much to say that it might not fit one post.
